Have you ever had a goal in the forefront of your mind that you swear to yourself you have to finish? And sometimes you worry the gumption that you contain so strongly might fade, so you promise you'll just hurry while the drive lasts?
Unfortunately, the drive fades and with every moment an accompanied feeling of dissatisfaction exists, revealing the fact that you still haven't completed your concept, idea, or project.
Or maybe that's just me?
Well, I have this grand idea that I'd enjoy making reality... And I tried some online shopping for Disney's famous "sprinkle to life fancy powder", but I just haven't been able to come across any POOF! it's real dust. Gosh, I should learn to stick to something until I finish it, you know? Maybe it's not time to finish it...OH! I should inform you of this idea I speak of- yes. Well, I aspire to write a book. I would have liked to be at least half way through it by the time I hit the 18 year old mark because then, everything you do isn't as amazing as it would have been when you were younger, but there's no way. Well, as I hunch over two oversized and stuffy pillows (cute pattern - wasn't for comfort), I'm frustrated at my "set high goals and don't achieve them" self. Is there hope for this book to be finished - ever? I've got most of the chapters ready in format, ideas formulated and underlying themes conceived, but the actual writing...? Nope, not done.
Sh. you depressing downer of a girl! Start this masterpiece and call it "Seventeen"!!!
what? ..just.happened..
Soon. I'll inform you, also, of my progress on this blueprint of a book.
A hopeful girl,
Charity
